HimHe shook his headHim by Draceira
"What to do with you?"
He quietly said
"You have lost yourself"
He lit a smoke
He started to choke
"Shall we recreate?"
He tried to breathe
"Or shall we find you"
He began to seethe
He slowly calmed
"Stop throwing nice things away"
He would not let me respond
"It's annoying how blind you are"
"To the things that matters"
His eyes went soft
"You have no idea who I am"
He touched his chest
"It does not matter anyway"
He looked tired at best
"Take care of this for me"
He moved from his stand
"Even if you are irresponsible"
He lightly touhed my hand
"Just promise me, before you leave"
He stepped back
"That you'll wake up tommorrow too"
He was fading to black
"Because one day"
He put a smile on
"I'll be there beside you"
He was gone
GoneDon’t worry, babeGone by Draceira
You did not break my heart
I broke it long before you had the chance.
And while you tried to mend it
By giving me pieces of your own
I tore it apart just as fast
I’m a fucked up Frankenstein of people’s love
I braced myself, honey
But the impact was much too severe
I see no bruises, nor am I dead
So why does it hurt, and where?
I have told myself that I’m okay
Cause I am.
So where does this zombie-me fit in?
So this is it, dear
My last chance to call you all the silly names
The last ‘I love you’ directed to me
I guess I should have accepted the compliments.
I know it won’t help if I regret anything
I will miss you
And I feel my demons begin to surface
I wish you luck, my love
I hope someone will give you all you deserve
While I could not.
I told you from the start I weren’t good enough
And it seems like you finally heard me.
As if my words were a message in a bottle
And the storm reached the ocean at last.
Rise.From the torment of yesterday I’ll growRise. by Draceira
From the chains of humiliation I’ll free myself
From your raised fist I’ll fly
From the ashes I’ll rise
I’ll strife for the mountains
Let the evaporated corpses of my enemies
Be my only companions
I’ll howl with the wolves as the moon rises
And bathe in my mother’s warmth when it’s gone
I’ll let my voice be heard when I pass you
I’ll make you hope to see me pass by
The rare sight of dying flames
I’ll listen to the cries of the lost
Show them to their long lost castle
And when they once again chain me
When they once again put a price on me
I’ll let them watch as the heat devour me
Let the inferno erase me
Embrace the annihilation that comes
And as they slowly forget me over time
The memory of me fade...
I’ll light up once again
I’ll make people tremble with deference
Just by the sound of my voice
Let them reach for me and see them get burne
ClearanceAlways second, never firstClearance by Draceira
Always split and cursed
I see the torn cotton veil
And it’s exactly how I feel
Bruised moonlight steals a tear
Sprouting seeds of fear
“Run, death, run!
Catch the little one!”
Marked by the night
Chosen by darkness’ only light
Betrayed by a friend
A mistake you won’t make again
Untamed fire guides your way
Hidden in mist from yesterday
A damsel in distress
Only a pawn in a game of chess
Destined to be put aside
Destined to be sacrificed.
It’s in your blood to be burned
Cause that is what you’ve earned
Awakend you suddenly stop
Looking back before looking up
“The truth is said to be reveled
But my faith is not yet sealed
You tempted me with siren song
But the stars taught me right and wrong
The hunted is not me but you
That’s the only thing I know is true”
A sword was raised at the spotted light
“I declare war on you and your knights
Cause I am not your pray to kill
I have faith and I have wi
RelapseHere we go again.Relapse by CorporateRockWhore
Another panic attack,
Just when I thought I was done.
Well, ain’t it fun,
To be a nervous wreck?
Only I’m a big kid now.
To be the resident
When you’re not beautiful.
God, I sound emo.
And so maybe I am
(by definition, at least)
But I feel like a sham –
What am I to you?
Would you care
If I lived out my dark little fantasies?
Got swallowed by the dark seas,
Of my soul?
Would you care
If I went back to the blade
That you forbade
Me to seek solace in?
If you knew what went on in my head,
A million different ways
To make me dead,
Would you tell me to just
‘Not feel down’ anymore?
If I could stop feeling this way,
Stop thinking like this?